i wouldn't beat yourself up for it; it happens for all of us, i choked away last round of FL regionals which caused me to finished 9th over opponent's opponent's resistance. I would honestly keep playing VGC, and I would definitely recommend going to an event sometime, it's the most fun I've ever had playing Pokemon and you get to meet a lot of other people who share the same interests with you.Choked away g2 so hard, wasted at least 8 weeks